tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63656079687237715592011-04-22T07:08:30.528+08:00Ocne aiagn, God povred to be tehre for me wehenver i need him. The sun has rsein aiagn for me. Tesrraue Him.sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.comBlogger91100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-79828648891733342272008-08-27T21:52:00.003+08:002008-08-29T00:40:18.658+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><span style="font-size:180%;">No idea what lies ahead...<br />Trying hard to make it go the way i want but it all seems to go haywire.<br />Praying hard to know what to do now but nothing seems to be coming up.<br />I am lost in a vast dessert and cannot see my way around...<br />Looking around me, i can see nothing...<br />Looking up into the sky, the clouds to soothe me...<br />God, i am depending on you for a direction now...<br />Will I get one? Will life just continue without me?<br />I join others to form a body.<br />Am I part of this body?<br />Or just an unwanted cyst to be removed?</span><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-7982864889173334227?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-88103229676219687392008-08-27T21:29:00.002+08:002008-08-27T21:31:00.967+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/143/326813872_be8a8a7e53.jpg?v=0"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/143/326813872_be8a8a7e53.jpg?v=0" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><img src="file:///D:/DOCUME%7E1/User/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot.jpg" alt="" /><img src="file:///D:/DOCUME%7E1/User/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-2.jpg" alt="" /><img src="file:///D:/DOCUME%7E1/User/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-3.jpg" alt="" /><img src="file:///D:/DOCUME%7E1/User/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-1.jpg" alt="" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-8810322967621968739?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-72960343132709198832008-08-27T21:21:00.004+08:002008-08-29T00:39:46.699+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >Who am I?</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >A speck in the vast world?</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >Useless, Worthless, Hopeless.</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >Dejected i drift around,</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >Like a lost soul who cannot see.</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >I search to be of importance.</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >For someone who thinks i am important.</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >No matter how hard i try,</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >Its just a waste of effort.</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >From birth til now,</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >A sandbag i have been.</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >Trying to find a home,</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" >But will i ever find one?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-7296034313270919883?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-14841336318963008722008-05-29T20:50:00.003+08:002008-05-29T21:02:22.321+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">Its been a super long time since i last posted. Very busy recently. Its all not over yet though. Hmmm... A lot of things have been have been happening recently... many taking me by surprise. Andrew's father just died. I feel lost. Its like been years since i felt i have a family and andrew's parents treated me very nice. invited me to their house to eat dinner time after time and they also done many things that made me feel as if i have a family for the first time. Felt like part of my new life just got ripped out from me. Haiz. even when i rushed down to the funeral, i had no guts to look into into the coffin for the last few times. Feel so useless. Well, guess thats life.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">As the planning of the youth camp proceed, i feel more and more excited. It has such potential to be a super powerful and great camp. I have so much i wanna let go, but i cannot say much out.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">I promise, no matter how much the devil try to tear me apart, i will stay focus, i will press on. I will not let my own feelings affect the way i am going to carry myself and i promise to give my all for these few weeks.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">God, i pray that you will give me strength, strength to press on for you and your glory. Give me wisdom, wisdom to help me be able to get through the various problems I am facing. Give me sensitivity, sensitivity that i may be able to feel how others feel around me as well as be able to hear and understand you. Lord, i pray that you will speak to me much more during these few weeks as well as put people around me to continue to give me encouragement and help me get through these times. May your will and only your will be done.</span><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-1484133631896300872?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-43203756327685400682008-04-27T00:45:00.003+08:002008-04-27T00:54:12.073+08:00<a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_hiP7YaSHeDQ/SBNdgvl5tQI/AAAAAAAAAAM/vz9fPUZCj2k/s1600-h/DSC00099.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5193597612400948482" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_hiP7YaSHeDQ/SBNdgvl5tQI/AAAAAAAAAAM/vz9fPUZCj2k/s400/DSC00099.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>This morning woke up early, book out and went to take a look at the campsite for the youth camp with Bro Andrew and Bro Poo Kin.. <span style="color:#33ff33;">WOW</span>!!! i tell u, the campsite is <span style="color:#33ff33;">REAL COOL</span> can... Haha... its like super big and natural... haha... If only i can figure out how to use the Zip line there... it'll be cool. Rooms are nice and comfortable lah... <span style="color:#33ff33;">AIR-CON</span> somemore... And look at the <span style="color:#33ff33;">TOILET</span>!!! Cool right? its so gonna be a superb camp... i just noe it...</div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>Afternoon went to church... held games for youth fellowship with Andrew... <span style="color:#33ff33;">WAH</span>!!! they super<span style="color:#33ff33;"> ENTHU</span> or wat... i almost exploded... so hard to control... big challenge... But the best is everyone had fun... including all the <span style="color:#33ff33;">SUPER YOUNG YOUTHS</span>!!! haha... Blessed Grace... its such a superb place... Gambateh!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-4320375632768540068?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-78243620862077602102008-04-17T18:16:00.000+08:002008-04-18T12:18:26.603+08:00<span style="color:#33ff33;">WOW!!! this morning while going to camp, saw nicholas in the train... lolz... took the chance to exchange contact... Yay!! I have a new contact... (although not gal... sobz) lolz... jkjk... Haha... he played psp until he overshot his train station... He almost overshot again... lolz... but i reminded him to get off... Ain't it scary?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-7824362086207760210?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-85945467089171207292008-04-16T23:35:00.002+08:002008-04-16T23:40:47.558+08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">1st cell outing.</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">Andrew</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">Aloysius</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">James Ho</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">James Tan</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">Nicholas Chua</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">Nicholas Peh</span><br /> <br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">Just came back from the first cell outing. Not well planned by us, but i believe everything went according to God's will. The whole cell group was present. Andrew lost his bag, hope his parents do not scold him. But he believed it was worth it. I think so too. Nicholas Chua came!!! Well, realised we had a lot in common. But alas, forgetful me forgot to take his contact... Ain't I stupid? i am lah... haiz...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">I went to find Bro Poo Kin in the afternoon too... Got a look at his office... It was a fire hazard... urgh... So much paper!!! haha... but it was cool, went to eat Katong Laksa.. Its like so so so long ago... haha... had a nice chat with him, learnt a lot... now still digesting... urgh...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-8594546708917120729?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-9325602174905893502008-04-14T11:32:00.001+08:002008-04-16T23:34:42.545+08:00What is going on? What am i doing that is wrong? I thought i was clear i needed to do that. Looks like i was wrong huh... Must you purposely let me see what i dun wanna see so as to train me up? Bringing me from strength to strength? hope tt true dude...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-932560217490589350?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6365607968723771559.post-60644446039477663812008-04-09T23:05:00.001+08:002008-04-09T23:07:07.040+08:00hey peps... This is a new blog. Bear with me for a while ya... hope i will post more in here... haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6365607968723771559-6064444603947766381?l=revivedandreborn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sn!sholVhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06462603031569232365noreply@blogger.com0